Hey ,

Hey , i dont know how often do u guys/girls read my blog

but i didnt post for quiet some time now

posting to say ,

i found a girl that likes me XP

but i'm not really sure about it ..

well shes rich , and im surely not

her ex-bf's alim-ness is something i cant beat(i think she still likes him)

also that being me thinking all this doesnt make me qualified to be with her ..

anyways , still keeping a happy face covering all this sick-ness and confused body and mind

1 more thing , i dont really have a friend now ,maybe 1 or 2 but its not the same

i dont know how to deal with it , haha thinking about the friends problem is spiking my migraine

my head hurts like hell! , 1 day at school i tried to talk to them but kinda feels an unwanted aura coming from them so i just walk away..

thanks for some guys who still talks to me ..

tommorow going to KL alone , just taking a walk and watch movies and stuff ..

so .. there , bye . thanks

Love ...

Love ..
When Your in Love
To the world .. U maybe a person
But to the Person .. U maybe the world ..

Love is like a Glass ..
If U hold it Tight it will Shatter in Your hands..
But if U hole it Too Loose it will Fall and Break ..

"Liked u , I'm afraid to Love u ..
but now I love u I'm afraid to lose u"

Life is like a Rose ..
Beautiful and calm
But willing to hurt in it's defense..

Love is Missing someone whenever Your apart ..
But .. somehow feels warm inside because Your Closer At Heart ...

"If I has to count the reason why I LOVE YOU and
why I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU ....I'd Had to count FOREVER .."

"One day you will ask me .. which is more important? You Or My Life?..
I will say My Life and You will walk away from my Life ...
Not Knowing That YOU ARE MY LIFE ...."

AZAM AKU TAHUN 2010

Bengang kat ayah aku asyik ckp
' anak lelaki baba x kan jadi macam seme anak pompuan baba '
sooo
I WILL PROVE HIM WRONG!!
aku nk buktikan bahawa aku boleh jadi lagi gempak dari kakak2 aku
insya-allah = ='

2010. SENIOR YEAR > SPM YEAR ..

2010
tahun yg menjadi tahun yang akan di benci oleh kebanyakan form 5
...........sekejap je rase ...
ingat lagi dulu aku maen2 sliding pakai stokin ,balik skola mase darjah satu ..
skang da form 5
kat khutbah tadi mase smayang jumaat die ckp..
tahun-tahun lepas x kan datang lagi kpada kita slame-lame nye ..
aku terfikir ..ape yang aku nk jadi dan ape yang da jadi kat aku?
PERSOALANNYE ..
APE YANG KITE TELAH LAKUKAN DI TAHUN2 YG LEPAS ..
same ade..
kite da jadi seorang anak yg membahagiakan ibu bape ?
atau kite jadi seorang anak yang slalu ditengking ibubape?

same ade..
kite jadi seorang pelajar yang dihormati guru2?
atau kite da jadi seorang pelajar yang melawan ckp guru , mengejek guru?

same ade..
kite jadi seorang adik/abang yang dihormati dan disayangi?
atau kite cume bagaikan satu beban yang besar dalam keluarge?

same ade..
TAHUN NIH KITE NK JADI MANUSIA YANG BERJAYA?
ATAU KITE NK JADI SEORANG YANG X KAN DAPAT APE2 PON DALAM HIDUP?

ape2 pon ..
tahun nih aku nk berubah ..
aku nk cube minta maaf
kat keluarge
kawan-kawan
guru-guru
dll.

kpade kawan2 aku yang da bace post nih ..
aku mintak maaf ..
aku tau aku emo ..
ske diam
blur pade sesetengah org ..
aku x berniat nk buat camtuh
tapi aku ade sbb tersendiri ..
aku harap korang paham ..
aku nih bkan je noob yang korang nmpk
aku ade kehidupan laen yang korang mungkin x tau pon
soo .. aku mintak maaf ..
kpade seme yang aku pnah masuk campur hal relationship ..
kpade seme yang aku pernah sakiti ..
kpade seme yang aku pernah tipu ..
kpade seme yang aku pernah ejek ..
aku mintak maaf ...
sempena tahun baru nih
moga-moga kite seme dapat hidayah dan kebahagiaan ..
bye ..

AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaH!

Kusut je
Bye ..

Ari jumaat arituh .. aq buat sorang bengang kat aku ..
Seme pasal sorang kawan ..
Die bengang pastu tuduh macam2..
Die cakap yg aku memperburukkan die kat kawan aku nih ..
Die cakap yg aku nih terlampau jahat sangat sampai suruh kawan aku x yah tegur die ..
Kawan aku tuh x pernah suke ko la!..
Arituh asl ko anta kawan ko cakapkan???
Sendirinye masalah x ley jumpe dpan2 ke?..
Kalau betul ko ske org laen ...
JANGAN BUAT KAWAN AKU TUH MACAM BENDE MURAH !
Ko tuh layan die macam sial!
Pastu harap die ske ko?
Da ske orang lain da la ..
Jangan kacau kawan aku tuh..
Die da x tahan da ..
Die cme terlampau baik je nk cakap ape2..
Ko ingat die senyum mase jumpe ko ade ape2 ke?..
Die senyum sbb Senyum Tuh Sedekah je la !..
X de kene-mengene ngan ko pon!..
..
..
so tolong la .. kalau nk settle , ko jumpe aku kite bincang .. ape masalah ttbe tuduh aku..
..

What is happening!?

Yesterday i CRIED! ...
I haven't cried in a long time .
But when i cried yesterday .. i began to see y i haven't cried in a long time..
Its cuz ..
I didn't appreciate all the stuff THE ALMIGHTY give me ..
I was to stubborn to see that ALL the stuff that happens had a reason ..
I was a spoilt brat to think that everything i want will come rolling to me ..
Yesterday i felt like an arrow has gone right through my heart
but there is no hole or injuries .. just a broken heart ..

LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE STUBBORN ..
The world DOES NOT revolve around myself ..
But I live in a world that is full of people like me ..
Q keeps saying "i told u so"
But many of u guys didnt know who Q is ..and dont ever ask me who he is ok?


Sry For The Broken Grammar .
Izzat .. Shut up..